When the shit in Life happens!!

I have just had a car accident last night on 22/05/2012. I feel very upset and there is a squeeze of pain in my heart. I don't know what exactly happened. I was driving my car across an intersection when another car came and hit me from my side. It was a big crash. My car is not insured and the other car has a third party insurance. The guy who crashed in to me claimed that it's my fault running through the red lights but i believe it's not. The problem is i can't prove it and i got pushed to say it's my fault. I was in a state of shock and i was taking by surprise. I swear i saw the traffic lights were green, it's just my communication didn't help to prove me innocent.

Now i have to pay to fix his car and my car as well and also i will be issued a fine for negligent driving. this fine will suspend my driving license for 3 months; so i can't drive anywhere. I lost everything i had in a split of a second. I'm now in a big debt, I have no job, have no money and no car.

I have just moved to Melbourne 5 weeks ago i just came back from a long holiday where i spent most of my savings. My wife is paying for all our expenses at this stage till i get a job and she bought me this car to help me move around doing interviews and job research. Now I'm helpless, i feel like a loser and i feel so sorry for my wife for the hard time I'm giving her. This is the worst time of my life ever, can't think of anything positive in my life. I feel like I'm living in a nightmare. You know what, Life sucks sometimes, sucks so badly.